2022

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So in my last article I told you about my sister and your relationship and how It was becoming strained due to her loosing her job at the layers firm, which was located right next to the london escorts agency that I work at. One of the escorts at london escorts had called me and said that she had seen a post on social media from my sister and wanted to show it to me. 

 

So I met with my colleague after my date and went to see what she was taking about. What I saw shocked me I was so taken aback that I did not say a word for a good few seconds. I just kept on reading and re reading the upmost made by my sister. I could believe that she had done this it made no sense. I had always been open with her when it came to my work and job at London escorts of https://cityofeve.org. She would even help me with great advice on how to dress and what conversation to strive up with my clients. So this sudden outlash on social media made no sense to me. 

 

The post was something I never expected my sister to actually ever say about me she knew that my work I London escorts with something that I enjoyed and something that I was proud of ever had to take to such a public platform and try and degrade me and the work that I do in London escorts was totally unacceptable. In short the post basically degraded I love the great work that I do and how I provide companionship for many of my clients are London escorts. 

 

Alot of the girls at London escorts have said that is because my sister is jealous that I have a job that I enjoy and that she recently lost hers and that’s why she’s lashing out. Even if that is the truth I don’t see why she would lash out on someone like me who is only been there to support her through her good and bad times. When I confronted my sister about the post that she had written on social media about me and the work that I do in London escort she initially tried to deny it. Her excuses were pathetic she tried to say that she was hacked and that someone else had written the post. But no stranger could’ve written what she had written as it had specific details that only she would now due to the fact that I had been open and honest about my role at London escorts with her. 

 

I still haven’t got a reasonable answer as to why she would do such a spiteful thing to me and out of the blue as well with no explanation or reason behind it. Every time I tried to bring it up she just blocked my calls or starts an argument with me about nothing I really don’t know what to do with her. …

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I can feel he does not love me as much as he used to. Everything was questioned, I am lost in what is right and what is wrong.I never knew how to define him and myself, to tell him the things that matter without making my heart bleed more.
I am trying to pull myself together day by day, but nothing seems to help.
The pain of his absence hurts so bad it feels like a knife in my chest. I can feel it when I lay next to him at night or when our hands touch during the day that everything has changed..and we should be grateful for every moment we have had on this planet together with each other before we change our course for good…

I miss him. He loves only charlotte escorts as opposed to me I do not ask for anything or complain about anything.. I just feel like everything is wrong, I don’t want to leave this world without feeling the warmth and love once again of my man. It’s hard not getting to know what he thinks or feels, it’s confusing as well when he tells me we can’t talk anymore. We should have talked more but we didn’t because he said it had nothing to do with our relationship..but in fact it did…it always will…;-) It hurts me that I am no longer the person that he had fallen in love with so many years ago, the person I used to be when we were first together. I have tried to change myself and I believe I have, but nothing seems to be enough.. I just want him to be happy and smile at me like before…as if nothing was wrong, as if we never had any disagreement. But everything is different now and it will always remain this way. I just am so tired of everything, so tired of fighting for this relationship once again. Maybe if I give up now things will be better in some weird way…but I cannot..because you can’t take something away from someone that you love even though you don’t want it anymore…

I am buried into this love so deep that I cannot get out of it, I don’t want to be anywhere else but by his side… I know he still likes me and cares about me cause he is not like most guys out there! He has a good heart and that’s why I am trying to hold onto him for as long as things are ok with us. But there comes a time when you should move on, but we haven’t reached that point yet… Maybe it won’t happen at all..maybe we will be together forever and grow old together..but that is not something I can foresee…I just have to wait and see what will happen next.

I wish we could see each other more often and talk about our feelings, maybe we would be closer now. Maybe I will never know how he thinks, how he feels, what his ideas are about this relationship of ours. Maybe I will never know…it hurts me so much to think about it..My little feelings are just not enough for him to open up and tell me if he misses me or not…maybe if I had had a child he might want for us to live together on the same planet.. but that is not possible anyway so I don’t even want to think about it…

I miss him…. It’s time to move on and be the better person I can be.…